... now everything's clear. i've held it in for so long... all bottled up within the very depths of my soul. how i lived you. how i breathed you. how you haunted my every dream. how you're everywhere, all over the place. how you're everything and everything is you. and never, not even once, did i ask for it all to stop. NEVER.
all i ever really wanted was to let you know. all i ever really wanted was to tell you.
and i never realized, until i did it, that it was all i ever had to do to stop it.
just like that.
i don't know why, or how, but it just did.
and why wouldn't it, when you've just bared your whole soul to one person, only to have that person tread on it without acknowledgment. without a care, that he's just walked on somebody's soul?
and the thinnest thread i've been holding on to was broken.
what's lost is gone.
and it is with gratitude that i accept it.
what's past is past.
and with all my heart, with all my mind, and with all my soul, i'm thankful for the present.
i don't even worry about the future. i'll get there when i do.
and i'll see you when i see you.
or maybe i won't.
- TAKEN FROM Letters to the Ice
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